Faith in humanity : RESTORED

Good afternoon readers ! It's been a quite long time since my last thread and I miss this blog so friggin' much ahahaha !

I bet all of you wonderin' , why on earth I named this one with 'Faith in humanity : RESTORED' ? here I explain ..

About two days ago , at about 10 AM , My dearest senior high school friend named Clara Renata Marchella was passed away due to her survered from cancer . It's a really big slaps on my cheeck , that another of my friend , was just passed by .

At the moment , I was surprisingly shocked . It's a 4 months spare after I saw her 'survive' from her disease and saw her with a baldie one trying to get her class on a 3rd floor to school with her friends helped . I was thinkin of , God ! She is amazing ! If I were her , I obviously didn't have any strength to reach my classroom or even start to go to school as usual with my hair all drop off and my mess face , but she - my friend - is just did it !!

But just two days ago , she passed her life away . I opened up my bbm and see alot of godspeed , I went up to my twitter account and saw a lot of condolences statuses flooding on my TimeLine . Even a lot of my colleagues mentioned her on their tweets as if she could be able to see it and replied . I was so shocked atm. and literally , when someone you know very well passed away , her potrait of face was suddenly appeared'll appear on your mind and that was my mind did to me atm .

I saw a lot of friends prayed , I saw a lot of friends sad , I saw a lot of people that I don't really know feeling so blue atm . Even my friend's friends , they felt so blue . And I thought , This buddy was a great young lady onher life . She shared so many love , she showed God's loves on her to everyone around her , That was why a lot of people feeling so missing her when she's gone .

Nah , that's why I called it Faith in humanity : restored .

Sometimes , we seem like ain't care about the one who we don't really know or friend . But someday , your brain will remind you a lot of things that you spent your day with he/she , eventhough it just a second or just a pass by meeting , but it'll always reminded by your brain .

And that's why all people around me felt when this young lady passed .

I know , not all of them friend with her closely . But she put so many effort on her life . She showed so much thing that we couldn't get from anyone else , LOVE .

So .. Sleep tight my dearly young lady . I know it just too young for you to leave this vandalism world , but that one you've to knew the most it , you won't feel any physical pain anymore , now you'll be calm beside Him .

I'm so deeply sorry can't be there on your funeral . But thank's for every smile you smiled when asked 'is he your boyfriend ? oh great ! Your boyfriend is my friend too , its very nice of you , tari'